No Love Forgotten

by Dipuo Molomo

Loved you like a sister

But like a God created weather forecast

That love disappeared the same way

Teardrops disappeared from my eye

When I cried about loving someone like you

Caught in a serious cross firing roads

One is Love and the other is Hate

Poor little me is scared and shaken by the choice

Ahead!

The road less travelled is Beautiful

So beautiful that it reminded me of

The first time you smiled and your eyes sparkled

That moment was so breathe taking

Breathe taking it was, because from that moment

I intentionally and free willing trapped and wrapped

Myself into a spell cast by me, the author of a tragedy!

Not a beautiful tragedy,

But one that makes Romeo and Juliet

Seem like a Happily Ever After fairy-tale

Hating you is no option and loving you is out of the question!

Like the time that is infinite and also timeless

Time travel isn't a gift made by God

Thus I can't - and my caged heart won't go back

Won't go back to that place, where I once

Adored you as must as the beautiful sounds

Of chipping birds on a sunny, cloudless summer morning!

Never been the "dear diary" writing type

But found my hand moving and leaving letters and alphabets in a book. With a cover DIARY

Asked little me, 'what is this?'

With a proud response and answer little me said

'I write in this book because like an innocent fool

Mistakes made need be recorded

Mistakes made need be recorded'

Thought to myself you are that one mistake

I don't regret but never wanna make again!

Like John Legend I loved all of you

And yes you were that worst distraction and

My rhythm and blues

Kept my heart chasing the rhythm

Chasing the rhythm of the false heart beat you gave

Caged my heart to prevent it from being

Shattered into billion microscopic molecules

That drifts away in the galaxy of the diamonds

Found in your eyes

Caged my heart from loving anyone because, once

Upon a Time - Every time you come into my life you Ripped an inch of my innocent heart.

And I keep bleeding

You love me not!