Yes, I'm Two faced

I wish I could write to you from a place of perfection

I wish I could

a place completely loved and adore by all

a place transparent as the air

a place with no past mistakes and bad days

a place where I am always right about everything

a place where I know it all and have it all

but, I am not that

I am strong

I speak with eloquence

I am a loyal friend

I do most things with all my heart

I seek to understand

I love to learn

I live to serve

I don't take life for granted

I tend to remember to say, Thank You

yet I am also

impatient

fussy

overly critical

quick with my tongue

I do not eat right

sometimes too I'm reserved

I take on too much

see the thing; not the person

not qualified

There are two sides to the coin called me

so yes I do have two faces

I seek to merge the two and fail most times  

I am fine dying unknown but,

I want what I have done do live on...

I am GREAT

but, this is ME...
but, only a glimpse
this time, not because I am afraid to show you who I am
but, because I too, am still discovering who I am.